I don't want to compare the current me to high school me in terms of weight, but I have only ever GAINED weight since my high school graduation. Not counting pregnancy, I have gained 100 pounds since high school. It's time to make a change.
I had been trying, for some time, to deny that I was as big as I am. When I looked in the mirror I saw someone completely different than pictures show. I've never seen myself as fat. I know that word sounds so harsh, but I have finally accepted the fact that I am fat. I am obese, actually. This isn't a pity party for me, this is the first step in what will be an amazing change in my life.
I have joined a gym and they do a free fitness evaluation. I decided why not? The results were shocking. I decided right then and there that I needed to make a big change, and I needed to do it immediately. I signed up to work with a personal trainer (because I knew if I had someone to be accountable to, I would keep with it) 3 times a week for three months. I have set a big goal for myself, too. I plan to achieve that goal.
So here I go. This is The Biggest Loser Mandi Smith style!
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